Small Talk
Golden Boy, or whatever the hell your name is, your funny. You dislike "emos", you have a mind that is capable of higher thinking, and your not a total dickwad. You're pretty cool.
But getting off the subject of that, have you ever felt that you were so confused about you're romantic relationships you feel that if you start a new one you will just hurt someone? Well, that's my situation. You could say I've been in true love before, or you could say it was just sexual attraction, but I was heartbroken. I tried a new guy, and it was a rebound, or shall I call it "the love vampire". It was like I was using him for fresh blood just to refill my cheeks back to the beautiful, healthy crimson they once were. It was useless. But, now, it seems I have someone to love again (Not you, GoldenBoy, though you are very fitting and my type). He made me realize that I wanted to love again, and I wanted to love him. But I just can't shake off my old scars. They seem so deep that I can't escape them. But I want to, so, so badly. And I want to feel like I'm not pathetic. I just hope he can cure me of this horrible disease.
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I have some scars. Dark ones, that still hurt. May it be love or fighting or simply pure embarrassment. There is always a story behind them. And always a way out. This new guy of yours sounds about perfect. Hell I would go out with anyone who restored hope in me like that. But Basicly Don't let your past define you. Please Don't let those little shadows you left come up behind you again. Besides if this guy is as good as you say he is, your scars won't matter when your with him or not. As they say "Fear can hold your prisoner, Hope can set you free."
GOLDENBOY
2006-08-27 12:51:54
Staring child really does reveal too much of my personality. Maybe I should erase it.
343GUILTYSPARK
2006-08-27 12:03:59