the day my son died the world ended for me. when i found out i would never see my baby boy again i couldn't believe that god had done such a horrible thing he was just a baby how could this have happened i thought to my self over and over again. I know im not the only one who has lost her child in some terrible way but i couldn't help feeling like no one knew and they didn't . i never thought i would have to watch my children be barried i thought they would be the ones to cry and watch me be put into the darkness six feet under.let me tell all who read this watching your child die is like watching yourself be barried except worse my life is no longer worth anything now my life ended the day a person decided to drive drunk and hit me and my & month old child. i survived my baby didn"t what hurts the most is that i will never be able to see my little boys smiling face. i will never know what it would have been like for him to say his first word ,take his first stepps,go to school for the first time,get hes first girlfriend(and have to scare those girls off) he will never know whats it like to fall in love with someone or have children himself.It makes me cry every day . i will never truly get over it. And to the man who did it:did it feel good? how does it feel knowing that you killed an innocent child?Do you feel better now?