My goodness I swear to god men are way confusing. I mean why can't guys just share their emotion to at least someone they trust. I mean come on I was dating this guy and what always got on my nerves, was that he tould me to share how I feel and he wouldn't do the same thing!!

I mean come on at least take your own advice now I'm not saying all boys are bad but.... I've only meet a few who go by their word. One of them I'm quite lucky to be dating one of those men. And quite frankly I couldn't be more happier I'm always smiling and we just had are first kiss today and we've been dating for along time.

I'm not sure I deserve to be this happy but I'm glad that I'm this lucky o have I guy that I might fall in love. I'm sure what my hearts telling me but my gut says go for it. But I know I'll be happy no matter what I do I just have smile every day because every day is different. Another day another chapter in your story to a brand new adventure. I'm just glad I'm still alive to contuinue this grand journey.