Waking up in the tent that I shared with ten other men made me really miss my room at home. Not that I liked it, actually I found it very badly decorated. No, I miss it because waking up next to Lucas was a blessing I thought I would never get.
At young age, I noticed my interest was not among ladies but knights. I went through all the feelings considering the situation, from the denying myself to excepting me as I was. Unfortunately my father had stuck in phase one, denying...

When I was caught up having a male lover, he was furious. Told me that he would never make me an Emperor and I wasn't even his son anymore. Then he sent me away to "study "  so he could get rid off me. It hurt. It really hurt. I was never close to him, but I had hoped that in time he would understand. Guess I was horribly wrong...

War is something I wish no one would ever have to go through. Horrible wonds, pain and suffering. Blood everywhere. Soldiers who's faces were blank -they no more fellt anything. Only did what they were told to do. And the things you need to do here in order to survive...

Now I understood why Lucas never wanted to explain his old scars. Never wanted to talk about the battles he had survived from. My guess is that he was still living them all...
Oh, how I miss you, my Captain!

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" Oy! What are you wondering in here, soldier? This is a privet area."
Young man bowed very low in front of the old doctor Leo. " I'm sorry, Sir, but I was ordered to summon you." Dr. Leo sighed. "Right, I'm on my way..." As he was closing the door behind him, young man caught a clipse of two coffin at the altar.
" What is this place, Sir?" Dr.Leo started walking away. " You are new here, am I right?" " Yes, Sir! Only got here two weeks ago, Sir."
" You will find yout soon enaugh. They have become a legend allready."
" Who, Sir?"
" Once, my boy, two men had a daring dream..."
Soldier was still very confused but didn't ask anymore.

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" My Lord!" I yelled as I charged in his room. " I have always obeyd you, My Lord! Allways done what I have told. Never arguing. But this time...My only crime was falling in love! And when you took that away from me...This emptyness! You have no idea what is it like. You killed your own son just because he was happy -for the first time in his life!"

Tears were falling down. My voice was getting hoarse. The Emperor just stood the quietly, wearing his pyjamas. " Are you finished yet? I'm quite sleepy you know."
I yelled something and attacted. Somewhere these people wearing black clothes and waving sabers, appeared. It was over before I even noticed. I was lying in a pool of my own blood. " I...I won't go to Hell alone, My...Lord!" And I swun my sword one last time. It hit righ in His Majesty's chest. He was dead in seconds, still wearing his arrogant smile.

I closed my eyes. " Rafael, if gods allows, let us meet again soon."