This is my first blog entry on tokyopop. Its because my account is fairly new. I had been wanting to upload something, so this soon-to-be-forgotton blog entry would be my 1st upload.

I've been wanting to upload one of my poems(I first thought they might be too gloomy and dark to post, but reading other poems on this website I know mines not so bad), but I keep forgetting to bring them with me to the library. Yeah, I have to admit so early on that I don't have a computer. A computer I can use from the protection and comfort of my home. I must come out 2 or 3 times a week into the dangerous and miserable world to some half empty building filled with forgotten books and old people asleep on the chairs with the SD union-tribune they had been reading, left on their faces. I must wait 2 hours for a petty 30 minute turn on the internet to see if that clan I joined accepted me yet. Pretty sad picture.

Don't call be a complainer or a whiner or say 'get a life'. I know I complain. I know that I need a life. I know I am not going to find it here on the internet. I am just saying whats on my mind. Thats what blogs are for, right?

I should have composed another poem or sketched a drawing of one of my stories instead of rambling on like an idiot. But I feel a little better about the rest of the day now that I have released a bit of my troubled mind onto the reading eyes of millions of people.  o_o