Poem: A Parent Hate
Do you see me standing here?
Begging you to dry my tears.
Do you love me like you say?
Or do you ignore me because I am insain.
Is my shadow all you see?
Doctor bills a nusince.
I don't think that I matter to you.
Whatever happend to the joy that I once knew?
Shall I take a knife to my wrists.
To end my life and send you bliss?
This I did but did not succeed.
That night you left I did believe,
Your hate for me may be hidden.
But for my living, shall be forgiven.
Not in death but in living my life.
Soon I will be gone from your site.
No more of me begging for you.
No more of me blaming it on you.
No more of me seeing through.
No more of me coming through for you.
I'll no longer be your little mistake.
I'll be on my own.
Living through wihtout you b****ing at me!
Telling me I'm not enough.
And making me believe I am now so tought because of what you did.
You no longer have to look down on me.
Or face the gruesome frowns given to me.
I wrote this when I was 12..so what I said in this poem doesn't apply to this time in my life. My parents were going through a devorce and I really didn't like my father at the time...he was never there for me and I will be writing about that in my other poems.
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Very powerful for a 12 yr old. I on the other hand lost my daughter when she was 14 yrs old to a drive by shooting just after the Rodney King Riots in California. She died saving the lives of her friend and her friends mom. She was given a heroes burial in Lakeside CA. She would be 27 years old on St. Patrick's Day. Your poem has touched me greatly.
FURTIG
2008-02-13 21:33:12
Emotions can run wild in stressful situations. But you learn to control them over time.
JACOBUS
2008-01-24 12:24:40