I wanna go far ... Far, far, far away... where everything is different, language, style, lifestyle... all different... I... can't stand how things are now and so I want to go far *looks up into the blue sky* I really don't know where yet *sighs* but it has to be far *nods slowly then looks away, towards the ground* someone once told me.. "Don't matter where you go people are always the same, you will always have the bad and the good, instead of always running away, stay.. for the people who love you" *takes a deep breath* there isn't anything here for me, no one to stay for *shakes my head* so I want to leave so I can find a reason to stay!!! *tears begin to fall down my cheek* I admit I am alone now and going to spend another empty christmas.. *rubs my eyes* You are all most likely wondering.. "why write this? why share something that seems to deep?" *nods* because...well... sometimes when things bottle up so much inside you just got to let it go *smiles softly* I am sure some of you feel the same and I am also sure that you too wouldn't want people to pitty you *shakes my head* neither do I... on this note *grins* I am off, to find a better place *smiles*