What would my life be like without.................................

pain?

hatred?

love?

friends?

light?

Would my life be....................

perfect?

lonely?

passionate?

selfish?

carefree?

All these questions, but why am i asking them? I AM DEAD!!!!!! Therefore, theres no reason to live my life. the world is full of millions of people, no one will notice me when the populations drops by one. no one cares.........understand. They dont feel the pain, the hurt. they say there is only one way out:death. Everyday, i hide behind a curtain of false happiness. night by night, my life slowly drains from my body. i think of happy times, but whas the use? just like us, memories, dont last forever. they slowly die and are forgotten. still, theres one question on my mind, is it right to kill someone who doesnt want to put up with life? is it murder when that person wants to die? why does god love to watch ppl experience cruelty, brutality, torture, imprisonment, pain, agony? just so many qustions, but like i said, no one to answer them.