My daylight fades to immortal pain
My heart turns several shades of gray
clouds of charcoal hover in my sky
but all I do is lie
Lie about my feelings
Lie about my thoughts
about my urge to die
Why did I start this web of shame, of hate
maybe I thought I could trick my way
through the pearly gate.
But I failed
I drifted into the sinister night
were i am held
Though, to my surprise
through all the darken strings
I saw a light, brighter than day,
I heard a sound, what a sweet melody,
I felt a warmth, a warmth i couldn't believe.
You looked at me,
and actually saw
the pain that pent me up
that kept me back
closer and closer you came
I looked away in shame.
Why should you help
When I was the one to blame
But, still you continued
click, click
step by step
bump, bump
to one heartbeat to the next
Then silence....
you stopped
my heart stopped
the world stopped
as I looked up
and was blinded
by your glory and grace
You raised your hand
and freed me from this
horrible nightmarish land
I thank you God every day
for sending a savior
to come and recuse me
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