hey every1! sup? yeah, i know i haven't blogged in a while so im going to try to keep up a constant one. most of them will probably be posted kinda late at night or during the afternoon around 3 or 4. those are the easiest times for me to get on. in case some of you haven't noticed, i haven't been posting parts of my story lately. or maybe you haven't because NO ONE READS IT ANYMORE!!! at least not that i know of. people, im running out of ideas here and i need your help. read the revised edition and help me out here cuz im drowning in boredom and writer's block right now.

on a better note, im graduating middle school next week on wednesday. that day would be june 18th, my graduation day, my dress rehearsal day, and, best of all, MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! yes, i know, you may be thinking (and im not sure if this is what it says to all of you) "But tokyopop says ur birthday was on the 8th." well it's not! it's on june 18th. not the 8th. okay? and i haven't been able to do anything to change that currently. the date of my birthday kinda sucks tho for a couple of dif reasons. my friends have their bdays before me, most of them anyways, and i can't celebrate my birthday on my birthday because if have a dress rehearsal that afternoon so there is no time to do anything special because it lasts three hours at the least. it goes from six to nine. (at least) but the good thing is that i get to celebrate my birthday this sunday, which, yes, i know, is father's day. so for like the who knows what number time, my birthday is once again lumped together with father's day. it's cool, but it kinda takes some of the attention away from me and centers it on all the fathers and let me tell ya. my family is pretty big so that's a lot of fathers. so it's a lot of guys up against one of me. it's kinda hard to divert all that attention back to me. i dont recommend trying it yourself because it is very hard.

then there is school again. graduation. well, this coming friday i get to take my gown home which means i have to take the time to model it and all of my talent show awards for my parents so that my dad can take pictures (possibly). then i have to go and hang it back up in my closet only to take it out again to put on about five days later. ive already had to wear part of it once for the panaramic picture. SO ANNOYING. they had to stop like ten times before they could take one cuz some person wasn't standing right or someone was sneezing or someone was jumping or picking their nose (jk) or some other retarded thing like that.

and yes, i know im rambling on about my life and complaining, but i currently have no life and nothing better to do with my time other than lock myself in my bedroom where there is no computer and no phine and read a book or write or draw or sing or play guitar. or i can go in the living room and practice for graduation. oh, btw, im playing piano and singing at my graduation, or promotion, as they call it. so retarded. why do you have to call it promotion instead of graduation. they both have the same meaning and it's really no different than when you graduate hs or college. i think it's because they see it as promoting you to a hser and then u graduate from hs to college so it's a bigger deal. but let me tell you, going form ms to hs is just as big a deal as that. so u might as well call it the same thing. the school districts are weird.

well, im done. for now. c u l8r!