You ever make plans with your dad and you are so excited because you don't get to see him that much? Then, as the day rolls around he sends you a message or leaves you a message on msn that he is going somewhere else. My dad and I were supposed to hang out yesterday as in thursday the 8th of December and he left me a message on msn saying that he was going to Ephrata which is in Moses Lake, Washington. He ditched me just to spend time with his new wife. Even though we had planned for a week in advance to meet up. I barely get to see him and yet when we plan to see each other he is always throwing me to the side. Is that what a father is supposed to do when he gets a new wife? Just because I came out to him to tell him something that was really hard he has been treating me differently. As if I don't matter as much anymore. I don't think that was right. Now, I regret that I ever told him. Perhaps, I am thinking about this too much. That is what my friends tell me. Yet, it bugs me so much. I wonder why that is though? I guess it is because I feel that he doesn't deem me as important enough to spend time with like we used to before I told him anything. I thought I could trust him. It seems that I was wrong about that. I guess some parents can't be trusted with such information. It was so hard to tell him too. Even my own grandmother treats me a little different. Not as much as him though....it is like being stabbed in the heart several times over and over again because I am not like he wanted me to be. So, he punishes me by treating me poorly.