Hey everyone, I want to say thanks to all the good friends I have made here. Thanks to everyone who has supported me, thanks to everyone who has read and commented my stories, but most of all, thanks for being my friend. But, for this entry and my first, I want to tell a side of me people don't know, for those who do know, I am a writer of not only fanfics and short stories, such as Flat, but I also write poems and lyrics too. I've been doing this ever since my father passed away 3 years ago today. He died October 10. 2004, the day before Columbus Day. I have hated him since that day, and I have also cried since that day wishing he would come back. And I know that day will never come. For those who have lost a loved one in their lives, whether it be good friend, a classmate, a lover, a mom, a dad, a family member, a relative, a sister, a brother, or even a pet I encourage you to read this song I wrote and learn that death is short, but memories are forever. And, to me, that's the most important idea ever. No one is ever really dead because memories are eternal.

Father
What have I done that made you who you are?
I loved you but you were always to far
You never were there, I wanted you near
I cried but I did not shed a tear
At night I wish, you were here with me
Excuses and lying, just so you can be....

Stronger and weaker
A make believer
Together, collective
Helping, protective
Preaching, deceiving
Yet I keep dreaming
We were just strangers
Never in danger
I'm crying and dying
Because you're lying
But I never saw you my father

Black was the morning, the sun came out that night
I couldn’t see nor kept you in my sights
You were the magician, keeping hope alive
You were the blanket, covering it all with lies
Bringing back the past, I wish I could not see
Yesterday is done, tomorrow you’ll be…

Stronger and weaker
A make believer
Together, collective
Helping, protective
Preaching, deceiving
Yet I keep dreaming
We were just strangers
Never in danger
I'm crying and dying
Because you're lying
But I never saw you my father

Stronger and weaker
A make believer
Together, collective
Helping, protective
Preaching, deceiving
Yet I keep dreaming
We were just strangers
Never in danger
I'm crying and dying
Because you're lying
But I never saw you my father