"come on tokyo!!" shouted keiko, "we wanna here you fraking scream!!" i screamed to them, my throat was hurting but i didnt care.i started to play the opening tune to 'breathe' one of our most screamo songs,keiko started her bass, i started singing into the mic, the crowd was insane. the song ended, i stood there, 50,000 fans all stood screaming their hearts out for us, it was amazeing.keiko walked over to me, were were both out of breath, sweaty and aching, "come on emiko, its over" she said, i was in shock, the roadi came over to me and took my guitar off me, i stood there looking all the people, "emiko, come on" said kenji our drummer, he walked over to me and picked me up, "i cant breath" i said to him and fell limp in his arms.

"emiko!" he shouted keiko ran over to us, they both ran backstage with me, "hey!" shouted keiko, a medic ran over to us, "shes suffering from shock, she has just fainted probably" he said and then walked off, kyo ran over to us "what the hell happend" he demanded, "she fainted, she will be alirght though" explained kenji, "okay, i have to go now, our show has started" he said and skiped off.

2 hours later...

My head was splitting. i sat up i was on our tour bus, in pyjamas smelling of vanilla, i looked around, there was a note adressed to me saying "weve all gone to a party its starts at 11, see u there? love toshiya" i flung myself out of bed seeing it was 11:05. i dressed into, PVC trousers and a black sleeveless top with 'frak' written on it, i spiked my hair up and smeared some black eyeliner on my face, swallowed some pain killers and ran out of the bus, i got to the party 5 minutes later.

"hey hey hey!" shouted kyo and ran ver to me "hey bro" i said and hugged him, "what was with the fainting" he asked, "i have no idea" i laughed, my head hurting abit, we went to the bar, kyo didnt drink anything, but i sure did, i was pissed out of my head.

"hey keiko!" i screamed realy loud, she turned around as i threw myself at her, "woah there" she laughed and fell over.i swigged some more on my vodka, "i think youve had a bit to much of that" said die walking over to me, "no!" i screamed again and ran off as he chased me round the outside of the club, i ran into toshiya, i jumped on him "hello" he said in a seductive voice "humm, you smell nice" you said to him and bit him on the neck lightly, he laughed and put you down.

I ran back into the bar and went to get a drink."hey i'll buy, what do you want" askes this totaly hot dude, "erm, martini please" i slurred, he bought it for me, i downed it but it tasted a bit funny, "hey thank you mister drink man" i said and kissed him, i got a ciggarette and started to smoke it, "hey wait!" he called to me, i tured around and looked at him, "wha?" i asked "if your head startes to hurt, take this" he said and handed me this tablet, i smiled and ran off again, me head was already hurting so i was sat in the garden with diru keiko and kenji, i was sat in between koaru and kyo,i got my martini and held the tablet up to my face to see what it said, i shrugged and swallowed it with my drink. it tasted bloody disgusting, for no reason at all i burst out laughing, kyo looked at me like i was crazy, "whats the matter with you" he asked, "there was this guy at the bar, he gave me this tablet-" i started to say, "you didnt take it did u" asked kyo, "noo" i lied, "emiko" growled kyo, i screamed and got up, tried to run away from him, he dived on me, i screamed and kicked about, keiko came over to help, i was going insane, "check her pupils" said kyo, they were massive.

my head started swiming, i fell on the floor and held my head, everything was so loud, my head was cracking open, the pain was so unreal, i crouched on the floor holding my head, my entire body shook i screamed and thumped my fists onto the floor. "whats happend" asked shinya, "some guy at the bar gave her some pills" said keiko, kyo huged me, "it will be okay" he whisperd to me.

all night i was in pain, i just wanted to die. kyo took my back to the bus. we ended up falling asleep.

"hey emiko chan, r u okay" i heard someone saying, i opend my eyes kyo was stroking my hair, i nodded, "what happend, my head feels like a rock" i asked, "you got drunk, and took dugs" he said, "oh frak" i said, i started crying, "im sorry" i cried, he hugged me, "its alright, its not the first time hu" he said, i laughed, "im gonna go back to my bus, keiko and kenji are in the living room k?" he said, i nodded and kissed him.

later that day..

i was sat on the couch with toshiya, he was cuddeling me."awww, you wer so funny last night" he said "ahh dont wanna talk about it" you moaned, he laughed, die and shinya chuckled. toshiyas hands were slowly working there way higher up to my chest.i ended up falling asleep on him.