Sad and Lonely
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Somewhere I Belong
These last few days, I have felt like I do not have a home. I am sure you believe that it seems totally emo, but I have no idea what is going on. I cannot even write a decent song these days. I feel like I am losing my mind ... but I also am feeling so alone. I have no real reason to feel this way ... I am surrounded by a family who, I suppose, cares about me. I really do not know what my heart is searching for.
I suppose I am looking for somewhere I belong. Nowhere I go feels like home anymore. I always feel out of place for some reason, like no one really wants me around these days. I guess I am being overdramatic ... but this is how I feel. I feel like no one loves me. But then again, I am too young for love. I do not even believe in love.
Anyway .. whatever.
I would post......But......
I only have access to Tokyopop via school, and I luvs my friends on Tokyopop, but there's another website that I go to now, and that website is....... -drum rolls- www.myspace.com if you have a myspace you can find me by typing in the search box the name: Esther Nightroad and I'll be the one with the display name of L. Seeing as that's the nickname that my friends have given me and it seems to have stuck to me. XD But I also have a Sad and Lonely group on myspace so if anyone wishes to join that then feel free to do so. It's in dire need of members. But that group is intended for girls only, seeing as I've altered the name slightly for Tokyopop. On myspace it's Sad and Lonely Girls. So I hope to see all of you, if you do look me up on myspace just tell me that you're from Tokyopop and I'll welcome you with open arms.
Hey everyone why no posts? I think you others should say something...........anything.......... even if it's just hi! Come on don't make me the only one. Thanks
okay
you're welcome. but i won't be on here much. my computer is on the emo side at home. >.< but if anyone has a gaia, or a myspace, you can find me and chat with me by looking for a Sister Esther Nightroad on Gaia, and by typing in the email address: chi.s.chobits@gmail.com on myspace. sorry that I won't be on much.
ABELNIGHTROADLOVER02
01.29.2008 09:14 AM