its been a year and i still cant get over u i hate the fact ur now gone, u were the only personi could be completely honest to and the only person who wouldnt judge me based on my appearence. i miss u so much i hate the fact ur now near anymore i love u grandpa and i hope ur happy in heaven and that ur smiling down on us now.... i wish u wer next to me so we could talk like we used to i really need u now.... probably more then ever.... things are soo hard now i wish things can get easier but as u know its never easy..... i love u gidu... i hope ur resting peacefully -_-