Ch.2 More Depression

His profile on imeem (a music website) was filled with comments from girls who thought he was adorable.

My jaw dropped open…but she said “Don’t worry, they don’t know he’s my boyfriend.”

Her…her…boyfriend?!

When? How? Why did this have to happen?

There was one time I asked him “Did you tell her you love her since she’s your ‘wife’ “

He replied saying “Of course!!! WE’RE MARRIED FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE!!! I tell her everyday as many times as I can.” He smiled.

And my heart dropped. Even though I told her everyday I loved her, she always replied the same words, but those “I love you”s were the kind for a sister.

I asked her if he does really say “I love you” to her. She blushed (oh no…) and nodded. And I once again felt my heart break into a million pieces.

I began to become so jealous, it was killing me whenever she spoke of him.

“……Can you….can you please…not talk of you two being together…or even planning to get married anymore..please?...”…I told her that night.

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She told me…..

He was serious….

He wanted to marry her, he would even get the money so she could go to his home to marry him…she says I don’t know how he sounds when he’s serious….

I wish I knew….so I can just smack him….

He’s trying to take her away from me…I don’t believe it….

I wanted….

I wanted to die!!

I can’t stand it….I wish…they never met each other!!

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