As pins and niddles slowly drive themselves deep into my body I lie here and wonder what would happen if I were gone. Would I truely be missed or are the words I hear false, I look deep into my mind and sit looking into the nothingness of space. I sit and think my eyes never leaving one spot I have chosen to stare at, a single star a glimmer of hope or is it just a plee from some unseen being asking for help searching for meaning. While I sit and watch the one star I have chosen to gaze at. A smiling face seems to stare down at me I hear a soft voice whispering my name as the face I see slowly starts to become the warm smiling loving face of the one I hold dear to me. A smile plays my face as my mind wonders back to...

Is but a feeling you have when you are so lost in dispair you see no way out, there may be days you see the light but in the end it's all just a lie. You think you found your way home but it's for naght, you see a smiling face but it's realy not there a face you have seen so many a time but yet are unable to comprehend, what is this path you walk how could you possaibly break free. What brings you back what makes you think you have gotten free? why must this torment me, why must this be so bad, why can't I break free must death be the only freedom from these chains I seem to be caught up in, I wish I knew how to leave where's the way out, could you lead me home could you keep me safe or would you just hurt me in the long run. How is there a true way to know.....

My heart it cries out in vain my soul it lashes out in anger, I be the one that will end this worthless peice of rock you call Earth, My spirit will hunt yours down I shall steal the life from your body with but only a kiss. The kiss of death will come for thee I promise ye this I shall hunt you down even after your dead I shall take your spirit and gobble it up. My heart cries out in vain my soul lashes out in anger I swear with all the gods and goddesses as my witnesses I shall gobble your spirit up and enjoy every last bit for I am the bringer of death and I am here to rock your world. If you cross paths with me you best hope I dare not see you for I will be upon you in an instant and I shall gobble up your soul without a second thought.