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  I stand by. I wait for hours. Yet you not come. I bury my face in a pillow and cry. Its always the same. One day your here the next your gone. You promise to never leave my side, but, then what is this you are doing? Aren't I alone in my room right now? crying over a g...

05.26.2008 12:38 PM

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I scream I cry I kick. Can you not hear me? Why do you stand there, blind to my reality? Cant you tell my smile is fake? Can you hear the sarcastic pitch in my laugh? Tears overflow. Tears flood the floors. Yet your still blind to it? I run, I leap. I break what I see. Doesn't this make...

05.26.2008 12:13 PM

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I scream I cry I kick. Can you not hear me? Why do you stand there, blind to my reality? Cant you tell my smile is fake? Can you hear the sarcastic pitch in my laugh? Tears overflow. Tears flood the floors. Yet your still blind to it? I run, I leap. I break what I see. Doesn't this make...

05.26.2008 11:58 AM

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  Don't say I'm out of touch. I'd just rather not be part of your reality. I know well what lies where you stand.   Ill I am not. Psychiatrists are not what I seek. I'll tell you what I want.   I want to walk in shadows. To embrace the darkness. I ...

05.25.2008 01:01 PM

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  Things are uneven my vision blurs. I feel the tears cool on my burning face.   Time moves slows. As if it had come to a stop.   The soft sting of my salty tears as they fall on my wounds on the slits on my arms.   Blood stains th...

05.25.2008 12:29 PM

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your presence haunts silent scream words at the tip of my tongue action I will not do   because you are around. Spaghetti legged you are making me and yet you not notice?   Punches I will not throw kicks I will not kick   is this on purpose? ...

05.25.2008 11:33 AM

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what is this feeling inside of me? why do palms sweat? why does my heart flutter?   you walk by i cant help but jump at your presence. when you speak i blush.   why these butterflies? why this wave of scarlet that floods my face?   when she runs...

05.25.2008 11:31 AM

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