I scream
I cry
I kick.
Can you not hear me?
Why do you stand there, blind to my reality?

Cant you tell my smile is fake?
Can you hear the sarcastic pitch in my laugh?

Tears overflow.
Tears flood the floors.
Yet your still blind to it?

I run,
I leap.
I break what I see.
Doesn't this make you stop and watch?
Think.
And ask yourself
 why is she acting like this?

I pull on my hairs.
With scissors I cut it in all sorts of styles.
And dye infiltrates my roots.
Don't you see the mess I've become?

Why don't you ask?
Why don't you sit and talk?
Haven't you noticed my nails?
Haven't you seen my hair, in this shade of green?
Have you even seen what I do relieve the pain?
Tell me.
Is it that you don't care?

I run out of air.
I begin to suffocate.

Cant you see me drown?
In the sea of my own tears?

Haven't you seen the scars on my wrist?
Don't tell me
you think I had a run in with a cat.

Are you as blind as a bat?
Tell me
is it you cannot see?
I'm dying in front of you!