I stand by.
I wait for hours.
Yet you not come.

I bury my face in a pillow
and cry.

Its always the same.
One day your here the next your gone.

You promise to never leave my side,
but,
then what is this you are doing?
Aren't I alone in my room right now?
crying over a god damned fool like you?

Your lies, why do I find myself believing them?
after you've told me many times it would never happen again,
yet here i am being ignored.
Why is it summer after summer
I always look for you?
Why do I wait when I know you will not return?

You said you'd be here.
That my excuse.

And yours?
You have not told me it yet.

When where alone
you would plant a kiss,another scar for this shattered heart.
But when where not, you do not know me.

At school I pass by your locker,
you stand there
graceful as always.
You see me I know
but to you I am not there.

Why is it that you treat me this way?
Are you scared?
Cant I help?

Your love is like seasons.

When alone your as warm toward me as summer.
Yet when accompanied your colder than winter itself.

Maybe I am just an object of your pleasure.
Maybe you just don't care.