omg. life is so rough i have to struggle struggle struggle through school and home life is supposed to be easy just go home and lay down, but NO. everyone wants to get on my last friggin nerves. im so sick of everything just so friggin sick of it. it makes no sense to me, im a good student, and all i want is to go to college, to get AWAY! but i might just die before that time comes. i hate where i stay. I HATE IT SO MUCh!!! i have to be all upbeat for my friends and laugh and giggle and whatnot but im brooding on the inside , please just let me get away......

but then again i want to forgive everybody and be all nice again i want to go back to when i was little and my sister was still alive, i want everybody to laugh again, i want to not want to get away.

DAMN I WANT TO GO TO DISNEYLAND!

god i am the most emotional confusing me you will ever meet