what i found myself totally bewildered by is the human heart and how people make themselves believe something is what it's not... i find myself in the same situation...I...that pride myself in being the most objective person ever... what a cruel way to find out that i am no different ... well time to get up and start walking again... let's get back to our usual back-stabbing and pretty smiles. i think that's a more honest way of actually hurting people than actually making them believe that there is something there when one just talks to hear the music of his/her own voice...