its like this all the time even the little things set me off if im not angry then im sad and vice versa im weak pathetic and isolated i am alone i have no one. I fear the company of others my heart is blue grey, it blends with the darkest stone though it is not black it can't be black,not yet there still may bee some hope. Inside i am empty felling dead even though im alive i don't like this. i can't smile anymore i dont know hoe to be happy.
im lost and alone is that all there is? part of me wants to die the rest, it wan's to live im not sure where i belong was i realy meant for this world or was my very being a waste of space i dont feel human if feel alien like we look the same on the outside so why do i feel so different ? i dont think anyone can answer that atleas without being mean its a shame im weak and never good enougth at what i do im sad and i feel like dying
i dont cut myself im too weak to even do that. i fear so many things my life is a waste i dont think i want it anymore.
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This is so sad...but thats how i feel...normally i can be fine feeling no emotions at all...but now i get really angery for the smallest reason or sometimes i get sad just for nothing...but can i help u with whatever it is?
DYNASTY21
2007-05-27 22:41:49
u have me now and u make me happy i felt like that 2 but now i have u your never alone because im right their with u holding you i was lost and now i have found you. together we are strong we are weird and thats what i like about u even tho lol u might not know so dont b sad let me whipe away the tears because im here 4 u now ^_^
GREYAP
2007-05-21 23:14:36
tats kind messed up in ur world just go out and try.u only have one life so live it 2 the fullest
FROSTDRAGON5898
2007-05-14 23:04:25
i am srry can i make u happy do u need to vent? because i am here!^_^
MANGA8
2007-05-13 22:34:42