Blogs: JIHAKU SECTION 5: SOUZOU (FINAL)

  1. Boku no Sekai wa Live ni~ My World is Made of Lives ~The truth is that I am horrible at appearing on TV. I don't think that it's like me at all. I'm really really bad at it. I'm terrible at talking on TV and it makes me so nervous. I've always thought that I don't like the atmosphere of it.Oftentimes, I'm able to talk with people on TV who have a lot of funny things to say, but when I think of something funny to say, I never say it. Even when I do say it, no one ever laughs."What a...

Blogs: JIHAKU SECTION 4: IROKOI - AFFAIRS OF LOVE

    1.      Hatsukoi, Hajimete no Kanojo~ My First Love, My First Girlfriend ~Once in a while, I wonder if I shouldn't write stories about love. Of course, there is lovemaking, countless times. My first love was when I was in kindergarten. I was about 6 years old….She was my kindergarten teacher. She was half Japanese and really pretty, and had a great sense of style. When this teacher was around, for some reason I was really happy. It was probably ...

Blogs: JIHAKU SECTION 2: KAKUSEI – AWAKENING

Jibun no Ibasho wa Bando ni~ My Place is in the Band ~The first time had anything to do with a band was around the end of when I was 17.Even so, many of my friends were in bands, and they knew that I played the drums, so they would ask me, "Won't you come be our backup?" However, I always declined.They were all at a lower level than me, so I didn't want to play for them. That was my real motive. Because of this, I thought bands were stupid.However, there were also friends I said "Fine" to, an...

Blogs: JIHAKU: SHUUSEI - BIRTH

1. Youshouki no Rinshi Taiken to Kakuri Byoutou Seikatsu~ My Near-Death Experiences as a Child and Life in the Hospital Isolation Ward ~I am in a cradle. It sways gently back and forth. My field of vision, dim. Peeping out at my mother's face. Above her head, a mobile spins fitfully, playing a music box tune.In the next instant, one year old, two years old, three years old…the memories of those times reappear before me very vividly. Me crawling. Walking on unsteady legs. Trying so hard...

Blogs: A SHORT AUTOBIOGRAPHY.

I posted this on a private guild on Gaia as my introduction to a certain community. Here, I rearranged some of it so it's more orderly and took little bits out that would be too embarrassing to other people involved, saying as how this site is completely public... That's exactly what (Removed) is. It's me protecting peoples' identity. A couple of names I left as they were, because there's nothing they have to be ashamed of in anyone's eyes. So, here you go.Alias: Vahn Lenard Malice. Height: 5...