okei pplz SHUTUP AND SIT DOWN no no just kidding im sorry....okalidokali for the friends of amanda panda if ur still talking to me....thank u....i appriciate each and everyone of you...its been a tough two years......my bestest friend ever died 2 weeks ago and im living with my mom (talk about f***ING HELL SHES NUTS oh waite....ive always lived with her)im an orphan ive lived on the streets for 2 days ran away after a fight shared a burrito with a homeless man and was saved by my boy in tin foil (jake is not the lover kind ye know but hes a perfect older brother type and i love him for putting up with my crap)  miguel and i are not together anymore.....tear tear finger of shame...he finally killed me and i thanked him....how f***ING STUPID AM I i shouldve screamed i shouldve.....done exactly what i did.....thanked him.....im in a band (oh waite y'all already knew that....) i got high again after two years i thaught id hate that stuff but it seems that im depressed cuz i cant smoke it BUT I WONT SMOKE IT im gonna be part of a surrealism show at renaissance my artwork will be in emphasis.....i missed tokyopop.com and all the friends i made here comment and rate my youtube videos on princessIkumo....yea i started filming myself IM UGLY....idk what everyone sees in me.....=/ anyways......i hurt.....EVERYWHERE.....i got involved in a car accident in dec 2008 pretty hectic....i'll post the picture....but yea was a padestrian and i ended up in the middle of THAT MESS wowsers.....so yea...thanks for listening