i like going on youtube and looking for amv s of cool anime. cause then the musics cool too. and im trying to listen to different kinds from what i know.

the future scares me. i dont really know what im going to do. but i have time to figure it out. and things usually turn out pretty good when i throw a bunch of thoughts together.

this morning, well when i woke up which was really more like noon, i felt like crying because i miss the rugrats

...

i have issues.

but really, tell me you didnt absolutely love them.

i have over 500 messages. im trying to file them away, because words mean too much to me to just delete them. i couldnt do that. but i cant have 500 pages either, because its annoying, and i can find the words i want to. so file i must.

am i deep and smart? or do i just rearrange words in weird orders? the truth is the latter.

i am kinda annoyed by the fact the everyone knows shakespear as a good writer, but no one seems to remember that he just left his wife and kids to do so.

pms. is one of my inspirations. i write better then. for some reason. im emotional and am in physical pain. yep, thats inspiration.

the city. completely alone surrounded by people. how there are so many people each with their own worthless lives.  

things that confuse me, like bleeding, and breathing.

pain. beauty. oh, such simply complicated things.

lesson 32

(no reason for the number)

never ask your crush about his girlfriend. its bad enough that he as one. if that fact doesnt hurt you, your lucky. dont ask him to tell you about all the things youre not.

"the thing is panta rei, everything changes, nothing is static,"

MIRLO 10/7/2008

besides that...theres too much besides that

inspirations: read skitz's stuff, lol

a lot of the people i talk to are guys.

+ thing: theyre cool guys

- thing: they dont get pms, so they cant have stupid, temporary, sexist rants with me.

why would anyone go out on a limb and ( lol, what the hell does that mean? im picturing a cat holding on to a guys leg...) tell someone who obviously hate them that they do something that someone will probably hate?

craziness.